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| 06:49pm 16/12/2003 |
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If you actually read my journal, you'll add me at either ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lonely_again or at adias. Or both, because I use both. adias is more shoutouts, short entries; whereas lonely_again is longer entries, a couple quizzes.
W00h00 is no more... |
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Comments: Try Honesty
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| 07:37am 05/11/2003 |
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Two people have removed me from their friend lists.
And they didn't even say why.
I may not post much, but I read every time I get on and I comment on lots of posts.
Grr.
That pisses me off. They might at least have the decency to tell me WHY they removed me. I mean, really. Common courtesy, people.
/rant
Okay, for all of you who haven't removed me, disregard that stuff above. You all are still cool. |
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| Friday |
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| 04:52pm 24/10/2003 |
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Today has been pretty good. The highlights for the day are:
Dara waved at me.
I got hugged...alot.
Vincent's still in AEP.
Went shopping--lost $50 on my gift card due to problems.
Was going to go to the game with every_sunday, Sam, and Stephanie. It was all settled except from how I was going to get there. Laura said she was going to call Stephanie to tell her to come pick me up. And yet here I am; they never showed up. What bitchy friends. I don't think I like them anymore.
Chatted with Lance online. We ranted about LAura. LAnce told me Chaney said he loved me. Found out Lance likes girls wearing tight pants.
Started copying these entries into this journal.
Had to present in English class. They voted no and said I wasn't persuasive enough. At least, all the guys did.
So...I guess that's it.
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| Gah |
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| 04:29pm 23/10/2003 |
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Whew! I'm glad tomorrow's Friday. this seems to have been the longest week in my life! But it's been the best, too.
This morning was awesome. I went to school and Laura was already there. I wanted to go see if I had gotten the part, but Laura sad I needed a tutorial pass. I decided to try anyway, I went up to the lady, and said, "I want to go see if I got a part in the play." And she said she didn't know Miss Lanier had posted them already. I nodded and Laura followed me in. She was amazed that I'd been able to get in.
So we walked upstairs, and into the drama room. Loads of eighth graders and some seventh graders were in there. Caitlyn was like, "Oh, hey! Great--" But Miss Lanier cut her off, and I went to read the list. I got Sue. Laura didn't get a part, but she wasn't too disappointed. Kaitlyn Miller congratulated me, which I thought was nice of her.
Here are the people I know are in the play:
Chris, Christine, Katharine, Caitlyn, Dara, Lorie, Blaise, Marcus, Michael, Adam, Tessa, Jonathan, Josh, and Daniel.
Emily is the Publicity Director. Sarah Taylor got Assistant Stage Manager and she was unhappy about it. She thought she should have gotten a big part; personally, I don't think she was that great. Emily was better and Sarah almost said something mean to her. Sarah isn't even talking to Miss Lanier right now. I think that's stupid. But it's her deal. She was crying in science, though. Gah.
Chaney still hasn't written me back. Gah. He is fickle. First I don't talk to him enough, and then I write him a long note and he doesn't even write me back. Agh. Oh well.
Lunch was good. I was just...lunch, really. The rest of the day was okay, I guess.
After school, we rushed home and I changed for the concert. Then we went to my grandparent's house and waited for Glen, my father. We ate dinner at Abuelo's and Glen gave me a two hundred dollar gift card to the mall. I convinced my mom to take me speed shopping. I went to PacSun and got Gallaz shoes, a Vans shirt, and a pair of cool jeans. I rock. Yes. I do.
At the concert I kept screwing up, but whatever. Keelee was there. She's first chair viola in Goddard, at the concert, and in All City. She's just really good, I guess. She's nice, too.
Emily fell going up the stairs. It was really funny.
Ben Brown was there and we said "hi" to each other.
After the concert, I did my math homework while talking to Jonas online. He had Mrs. Winter last year and he doesn't like her either. He's cool.
I talked to Stormy online, and she was telling me how to get a guy to really like me. I, of course, was getting tips for...well, you may or may not know.
Anyways, Vincent's in AEP. every_sunday pointed him out to me after school. LOL. Who is surprised that he's in AEP? He's nice, sometimes, but definitely not to teachers. That much, at least, is obvious.
My goals for the following year are:
1. Get a boyfriend.
2. Become popular...at least a LITTLE.
3. Be friends with older people.
4. Become a really great actress.
5. Learn memorization techniques.
6. Learn how to handle pressure.
7. Dress like me--which means, COOL!!!
8. Be funky and fun.
9. Make loads of new friends.
10. Become a trendsetter.
11. Be well-liked.
12. Keep a steady journal.
13. Stay organized.
14. Do well in every class.
15. Have a great life.
16. Fall in love.
17. Have the guy/guys I like like me too.
18. Overcome the labels.
19. Forget the past.
20. Throw old grudges out the window.
21. Adopt StXGt
22. Collect more CDs.
23. Collect more DVDs.
24. Get invited to lots of parties.
25. Have fun.
Yeah. That's what I want.
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| Happy Birthday to ME!!! |
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| 10:24pm 22/10/2003 |
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Well, today was the big day. I'm now a teenager. I rock, no?!
When I got out of the car this morning, Angelique was walking across the crosswalk. We chatted, and she asked me who I liked. I just shrugged, and told her that Sam had told me she liked Jordan. She said she was going to kill Sam. But I reassured her and told her that I liked him too. She was like, "Oh, okay." The eighth grade girls were passing out invites to Jordan's party--at least that what I THINK they were. I want to go but I don't think I'll get an invite. Oh well.
I got a birthday locker from Kendall. It was cool.
Um...I learned Keelee's name today. Woohoo. She gave me a birthday hug.
Auditions were funny, and fun, too. I only went up there once, but oh well. I hope a get a part.
Oh, and Jordan and Daisha broke up two weeks ago. Wow. How did I not know about it?!
Oh well. Uh...Jordan plays guitar and drums. He's in Jonas' band. Cool.
At church, everything was pretty good. Dara is my new bestest StoneGate friend. She's in eighth grade, too. She even let me wear her JOE sweatshirt. It was awesome. Jordan did wallsits. I saw his boxers. I saw him with only his white undershirt on (plus pants, of course!).
Jordan is such a dork. But I still like him.
I wrote Chaney a note. Brannon got aold of it, but Chaney wrestled it away from him.
I got about five hugs today...yeah. I'm counting my hugs now.
Now let's make a list of my friends...
Dara, Keelee, Jordan, Blaise, Josh, Bradley, Brissy, Angelique, Ariel, Cadie, Vincent, Shalisa, Stephanie, Jordan F., Rebekah, Hope, Laura, Lance, Chaney, Gareth, Miles, Sam, Ashley, Ashleigh, Isabel, Marissa, Caitlyn, Emily, Lauren, Sarah, Sara, Christine, Kendall, Cheese, Ben Luna, Bradley Boyce, my begging-partner, Daniel, and Chris C.
Guess that's enough, then...
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| Longest Day of my LIFE!!! |
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| 10:10pm 21/10/2003 |
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Wow. This has been a long day.
Before school, on the patio, I mad a new friend. Angelique. She's really cool; plus, she's in eighth grade and she's friends with Jordan. She thinks he's hot, too. Considering that she's Daisha's friend, that probably isn't such a good thing, but whatever.
I went to look for Laura after waiting for a while, and just as I did, the eighth grade guys (Baumbach twins, Jordan, etc.) walked in. Needless to say, I turned right around to avoid them. Daisha was there, and Jordan didn't talk to her once. Pretty strange, I'd say. But whatever.
My eigth grade friend list is getting longer. Right now, I have: Angelique, Blaise, Jordan, Vincent, Josh, Bradley, Brissy, Cadie, Ariel. Yeah, that's pretty much it.
Classes sucked, except for Drama. I had to be Marianne on stage, and chat up Blaise, who was playing Arlan. It was hilarious. I couldn't stop laughing. Josh played Marianne next, for fun. That was even funnier. But then I was Catherine. I got to yell like a maniac. Woohoo.
Lunch was okay. I got in line with Brandon Gee. He's cool. Lunch was overall good. Chaney has my number. He was going to call, but my phone's dead. No service whatsoever. Gah.
After lunch, everything was boring. In history we were assigned a project. Damn. That sucks. English is horrible. Ms. Roberts is El Diablo. Agh. Chair test in Orchestra, too. RJ got first chair. And he sucked. I got fourth, after Emily, and Lance got second. I hate that class.
Auditions were cool. I kicked Daisha's ass at playing Sue. Everyone said that I was awesome. It was okay. I only got to go up once, though . So...I guess that's that.
My birthday dinner was boring. They didn't even pay attention to me. Gah. Grandmother game me the retreat for my birthday, as well as three Talbot's shirts. A denim UGLY vest, a GINORMOUS black shirt, and a huge blue shirt. I didn't want any of them, so I gave them back to her. Gah. She bought it sized to her, not me. It's like she's trying to change me into a proper young lady. Screw that, I'm me. Get over it.
Vincent saw me today with my Dr.Pepper. He saw me drinking it as I went inside, and he looked at me, smiling, and said something. I have no idea what he said, though. I just grinned and nodded. Hahaha. I saw Jordan today all over the school. It's so strange. I saw him before the bell rang for sixth period, which was incredibly weird, as I've never seen him walk that way before, and he doesn't have fifth period outside. He saw me, stopped, and had people running into him. He made it into a joke, and then kept going. We made eye contact, though. I'm pretty sure I looked weird. Oh well.
I guess that's it. Tomorrow I'll be a teenager. WOOHOO!!! Tomorrow will be wonderful. I just know it.
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| Auditions |
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| 10:03pm 20/10/2003 |
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Auditions began today. I went up on the stage ONCE in the entire hour. That was so sucky!
Vincent had Jordan in a headlock this morning. They had been doing a little "ring around the rosie" type of catch me if you can around me and my friends. It was hilarious.
Everything was okay. English sucked in a MAJOR way. I'm definitely going to hate that class from now on. W00t.
Shit. I just remembered we have a test in Orchestra tomorrow. That sucks. GAH!
At auditions it was pretty wild and crazy. I had no idea Daisha was in Drama. I was sitting with my halo-friendlies, and I saw he staring at me. She seemed to be:
A) Daydreaming
B) Shocked
C) Seeing a ghost
D) Extremely sad/pissed
I didn't see Jordan talk to her at all. I'm really hoping they've broken up. As mean as that may be, I'm being selfish about this. I hope he's at church Wednesday. And I hope we chat and have a laugh. I'm hoping desperately for something miraculously wonderful to happen to us.
I hope auditions fo well tomorrow.
W00t.
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| Sunday Stuff |
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| 05:01pm 19/10/2003 |
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Well, today was pretty good. I woke up at eight, feeling all panicky. I got dressed for church, and left at 8:40 for beakfast from McDonald's. I got breakfast and ate it on the way to Stonegate. I went into the youth building, and Cadie, Ariel, and one of their friends were sitting on the green couch on the stage. Lynn came up, and said, "You pushed him off?" pointing at the other end of the couch. I didn't see who it was, nor did I particulary care. But then Ashley came up and was like, "Hi Jordan."
Whoa.
Cadi and Ariel left the stage and I sat up there with Ashley. Jordan tried to go talk with Dara, Allison, and Stephanie, who had just walked in, but the weren't really paying attention. So he came back and sat on the floor. then Ashley and I went to sit down, and he stretched out on the couch.
Brad made him move before the service started, so he went and sat with Dara and Co. He and Ashley were mouthing things at each other, until we started playing Shank Says with the group. After a while, I got out, but Jordan stayed in. He was able to burp on command for one of the Shank Says things. That was hilarious. Eventually he got out, though. He was at me like a spaz, which made me feel good, because I thought he had been avoiding me. But I guess not.
I'm just wondering if he knows I like him. Gah. That would be awkward.
Then he tore the wrapping off a Dr. Pepper bottle and started blowing it up to keep it in the air. It was funny. He is such a spaz. Allison has a MAJOR crush on him. But then again so do I...she's a cutter, though. And she's not very nice, either.
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